how does it feel?

now contemplating:  "honestly?" - american football

honestly, i can't remember all my teenage feelings

and the meanings

they seemed too see-through

to be true

all the whos are there

but the whys are unclear

picture this

the long awaited sickening kiss

how does it feel to know we've re-written history

despite the complicated beginning to all of this

honestly

i stumbled across this song tonight.  it's not my favorite musically, but the lyrics have struck a chord.  i feel like this a lot.  i'll go back through old yearbooks and pictures and think to myself, "did i really say this?  do this?  feel this?"  its so weird.  you were so connected to those feelings once, and certain things were so important to you.  now, you've cut yourself off from those feelings because you've "rewritten" the past with your new outlook.  things change, but these lyrics sort of force me to remember the way i used to think about certain things and well, people. 

how is the powerful significance of raw moments lost so easily with time?