05 March 2008

call off the search

i find it bizarre when people say they did not expect a certain action of me.  essentially its expressing their surprise that i am venturing outside the realm of the predictable actions they have equated me with.  identities are restricting.  they limit your movement.  

the past is used to draw a set of conclusions so decisions can be made upon how to act and how others will act.  people like to know what's coming, the unforeseen throws us off.

put into this situation of not really knowing anyone, you are uninhibited from being purely yourself, whoever that may be in the midst of this period of constant redefinition in our lives.

i feel so free.

don't hunt for the specific meaning in your life.  there is none.  just experience it.  'meaning' is just a concept we made up anyway.  do what you amore!

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

hm now that's something to think about b4 bed!